I’ve been way too negative my last few postings. So I’m trying to come up with something positive to say. I’m really not a totally grumpy person. It’s just hard when you’re sick… and when like, you’re entire life sucks. OK my entire life doesn’t suck.

There’s a lot of things I love about it. So here’s to what I love about my life!

 ~I love that my little sister calls me “the normal one” in the family. I don’t know why but it makes me laugh.

 ~I love that I get to sleep in most weekends.

~I love my family.

~I love my truck and should take better care of it. I love having a satellite radio and good CDs.

~I love that I am a decent cook.

~I love it when my house is nice and clean and smells good.

~I love my mother in law, she’s the sweetest most helpful person on the face of the planet.

~I love my tivo, my internet and my DS.

~I love that Will gives me books to read.

~I love being a mom.

~I love that my mom lives in the same town and will come do my dishes for me and when I’m feeling bad she is genuinly sorry for me.

~I love my dog when he doesn’t get into the trash or have an accident in the house.

~I love my cat when he doesn’t make me itchy. Yes my love for my pets has stipulations.

~I love it that Will is always going to fix my computer when I don’t know what’s wrong.

~I love taking pictures.

~I love my coat. And I need to get that dry cleaned.

~I love photoshop and even seeing the icon on my desk makes me happy.

~I love my M&M board.

~I love my phone on so many levels. The pink crystals, the little koala hangy ting, the *bing* sound it makes when it opens. The cool features and internet and email and chat. I love it’s camera and that it plays tetris. I love my ringtone and I love it’s slidyness.

~I love having days off to do nothing.

~I love my friends. I have such good friends.

~I love my new side work that I’m doing.

~I love that there is a chipotle down the street from me.

 ~I love that I never have to pay for cards or gift wrap for the rest of my life.

~I love my blog.

I really really really really… really want to quit! I’m so sick of it. Not just the long hours but being away from home, not getting anything else done. Leaving E in preschool for up to 10 hours a day sometimes. Bringing her home and putting  her right into bed so we can wake up in a few hours and do it all over again. My house gets trashed and errands get neglected. When I do get some time off I either am too tired to do anything or so busy it’s like it didn’t exist.

And then… I don’t work for a week in row! Which sounds like a nice break but I don’t make enough money to make any of it worth it. Plus I don’t even like anything about my job. It could just be my 3rd week in a row of 60 hour weeks talking but… I want to quit my job!

I ran into the store today to grab some cat food. In the 15 minutes it took me to get back out to my car I had a flat tire. So 3 hours and $60.07 later I was in working condition once more. Good thing too, I had a wonderful day of grocery shopping and house cleaning ahead of me! Oh and did I mention school is out for presidents day today? Nothing more fun than involving a 4 year old in car repair and running errands!

I am actually looking forward to going to work tomorrow.

Hopefully this is almost over. I feel a little better today. It came on so fast that I’m hoping it passes just as quickly. I just got over strep throat and bronchitis so I really don’t need another ailment. Plus I need to taste my cheez-its gosh darnit!

When I buy coffee I use my card and never have change to give for a tip.

Sometimes there’s a space for tip on the receipt. I think it would just be mean to put in anything less than a buck. But honestly my medium cup of coffee is already $5.

I used to work at a coffee place and I absolutely hated it when people didn’t at least throw their change in.

I bet those guys make a lot less in tips now adays.